3:143
وَلَقَدْكُنتُمْتَمَنَّوْنَٱلْمَوْتَمِنقَبْلِأَنتَلْقَوْهُفَقَدْرَأَيْتُمُوهُوَأَنتُمْتَنظُرُونَ١٤٣
walaqad kuntum tamannawna l-mawta min qabli an talqawhu faqad ra-aytumūhu wa-antum tanẓurūna
And you had certainly wished for death [i.e., martyrdom] before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on.(143)